Love

Never has she ever loved anyone. That doesn't mean she hasn't tried. She had a long string of failed attempts, much like a Taylor swift song. But she never really knew what she wanted which is why it never worked.

Now she thinks she knows what she wants. A man with a big chest. Not literally, but figuratively. A man who has been through hell and back and has not shied away from it. A man who was as much a warrior as he was a lover. A man who would give his life for her. A man that would make it his life mission to protect her and their family. As Christ lay down His life for His bride, the Church, so does this man will, of it came to it, lay down his life for his love. 

Then the Lord God said, "It is not good that the man should be alone; I will make him a helper fit for him." Genesis 2:18

She will most definitely submit to his leadership, because he is a good head to the body.  She will be an ideal companion and helper. She will have respect for him and will be his wise advisor. They will be in perfect harmony.

She is tired of pretending she is enough. That self love will fulfill her. She is tired of pretending to be a man. She is a woman. With amazing gifts bestowed upon her by God to allow her to nourish and care for others including, if it is God's will, her family.

Both of them will put each other's needs ahead of their own. Which will take care of all they desire for and from each other. Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude; it does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, endures all things. 1 Corinthians 13:4-7

Many waters cannot quench love, neither can floods drown it. If a man offered for love all the wealth of his house, he would be utterly despised. Song of Songs 8:7